haha..okay..it's been such a long while since i last updated..u peeps must be bored staring at the same old stuff..lol..anyhow..my life's super boring..study study study..seriously..i can't really differentiate mon from sun cuz everyday's the same..every single day..i gotta plan to study at least some stuff...gosh..so much to study..i can't wait for it to be over..yet at the same time..i don't want it to come too soon cuz i need more timetime time..haha..need to find a bank that loans out time..haha..that would be G.R.E.A.T..haha..i fed nicole today..and she vomitted out all her milk on me..gross..haha..i think she was trying to poop while i kept feeding her so there..everything just came out..haha..the funny thing was..after i let my mum feed..she pooped on my mum's shirt..lol..her diapers was abit loose..thank god it wasn't on me..or i'll freak out..haha..seriously..it's one whole load of work and trouble to take care of a baby..so imagine what our parents had to go through to bring us up..haha..okay..seriously..i wish for more grey and white matter in my brain so i can store more stuff..hee..i need all the space i can get to store all the maths formulae, econs concepts, chem stuff and still..gp knowledge..haha..okay..now that i've said my piece..i shall go hang around online for a while..and start my boring day of studying tmr again..tatas..
P.S. i pray for more grey and white matter to grow..
P.P.S. i pray that i'll do well in my As

okay..after watching oprah primetime..i'm highly emo and i gotta write about this..this hurricane katrina..happened like a week a two ago..i heard about it..but wasn't really into it cuz well..hurricanes and natural disasters alike are bound to happen..i expected an affluent country like the States to be able to handle it..BUT..this was not the case..okay..i realised that in the Superdome, where thousands of homeless people stayed, it was a disaster..faeces,urine, dead bodies, sickly and dying people..everyone was stuck in that same space..how disgusting and unhygienic can that get?? worse still..there were cases of shooting, fightings, and the most sickening shit..RAPE..i can't believe that the gangsters who took refuge in the superdome took advantage of the situation and raped the poor women and young girls..how sick and pysche are they? urgh! screw those shitpieces..mind you..the ammunition those gangsters have outweigh those of the police..so nothing much could be done about their inhumane actions..sad sad sad..BUREAUCRATIC MESS..that's all i can say..those poor people..had to be cooped up there for like what, 5 days? very sickly people are just brought in to makeshift morgues and are left to die..presumably peacefully..without family members by their side..how peaceful can their slow death be? gosh..worse still..bodies are left by the side of the streets..left to rot..people are even robbed of a dignified death..w/o proper treatment of their bodies after death..well..i guess human dignity is as much as we say it is..it is mostly absent in disaster situations..in such times..we start to wonder..how can the richest country possibly ever allow their citizens to suffer like this?! an affluent nation should be and is EXPECTED to help their people..but slow..politics..so many underlying issues..shit man..at a time like this..why can't everything be put aside and put all resources together more efficiently to save fellow citizens? gosh..those pictures..i can't imagine how one morning you're going about doing your daily routine when such a thing strikes and takes everything away from you..i mean EVERYTHING..i cannot fathom such a situation..and this brings me to a recent article of how the tsunami might be moving north from..well..the recent tsunami hit area, Aceh..moving north=nearer to my homeland..okay..now i'm getting abit worried..as we people go about our daily routine..as for me now..trying hard to mug for the As..many things are happening around us..in fact..many are life changing..gosh..i can't help but worry..won't you? nature is an unpredictable force that's not to be reckon with..well, studying for the As now seem so insignificant..but hah..how realistic are we humans..after expressing our heartfelt emotions on a issue..we snap back to reality and get on with our life..well..okay..enough of my blabbering..glad i got it out of my chest.haha..actually..i could have been more critical regarding the issue..but blogging..haha..kinda worried i'll get like sued or something..so gotta hold my horses..hee..okay now..gotta mug..i really have to..i'm slacking like shit..til then..tatas..

okay..today..i'm a serious l-o-n-e-r..everybody PANGSEH-ED ME! urgh! was in sch alone..crappy..you see..cheryl told me she wasn't coming..but may come for the mock paper..jazel..haha..this nut must have overslept big time..girl..you stayed up til 5am to do maths la.! gosh..shouldn't stay up so late..jennie and the rest..haha..don't know what happened..must be sleeping too..but thank god..at least naz, faidah and cindy were in sch..had a few souls..haha..class was damn small..only john, jingfeng and zhi han came..worst..they came for econs tut only..haha..anyhow..i stayed for the chem mock paper..did AJC's prelim paper..haha..felt accomplished..but sadly! i miss my pals! gosh..it sucks when your buds are not in sch..you feel weird..haha..you see..during break..i forgot where cindy was sitting, was looking searching for her like an idiot..haha..how dumb..but anyway..i realise the importance of having buddies..the company you derive from being in each other's presence is a joy in itself..haha..i desperately needed that! esp. today! gosh..i feel so tired too..gonna sleep damn early..like now..haha..tataa.

love my new skin! it's simple yet lovely! i'm so glad i finally found a nice and simple black skin..hee..love it! and..whoosh..i'm peeling..love my another new skin! haha..my skin tone has become slightly darker..haha..i'm tanned! great! gosh..my eyes are so tired after staring at the com and personalising the skin..my eyes a getting droopy..shall go call alf and catch some sleep soon..tatas!


ain't my sweetie pie niece cute? nicole is such a cutie! i love her to bits! i'm an aunt..haha.still not getting used to that term..anyhow..i thank my bro and sis in law for giving me such a wonderful niece to play with..haha..she's starting to bully me! her hand always flick around and hit my face..haha..and she loves to drool on me..love to carry her around..hee..she's sooo adorable when she smiles..shall upload a pic of her smiling one day..hee..=)

P.S. i AM and i WILL mug tomorrow..aim to finish SRJC's chem paper..=)

urgh! everyone pangseh me and cheryl! only the two of us went to sch la..horrible..the two of us felt so lonely..two souls..haha..anyway..we left after chem lect..haha..it wasn't that bad..went back and slept like a pig..and gutsy just killed a mouse in the garden.!.she has fast legs!! haha..used her paws to stop the mouse..think the poor mouse had a heart attack and died..haha..no blood though..gosh..the funny thing is that gutsy is such a timid dog..but she loves catching creatures..lizards,flies,cockroaches and mouse! haha..she's a mouse catcher..like a cat..haha..wrong occupation..the poor rat..gutsy has now become moumou's arched enemy..anyway..i'm finally peeling! haha..luckily not obvious on the face though..body's madness..after putting aloe vera for so many days..my skin finally started to shred..sigh..i'm gonna have tution on fri once again..addy's gonna stop tuition by next wed..he got exams and is leaving me to fend for myself for the As..haha..oh well..ms tiong is sweet to print out a timetable for us..am gonna make use of it and plan my revision..what a day..okay..tatas for now.

whee! haha..my skin's burning! gonna slab on more aloe vera..love the brown tan..but it's painful! gosh..hurts carrying my bag..anyway..did a stupid essay today for timed assignment.."no nations should ever intervene in the affairs of a nation"..urgh! wrote a 15min outline for another question..but me and my dumb idea to swop to this..whatever went through this lil brain of mine! and i didn't even write about protecting sovereignty..haha..i think i was crapping through with many egs..darn! feel so bad..make bad question choices..anyway..it's over..shall be more discerning in my question choice for next week's timed assignment..okay..i wanna accomplish many things today..
1: do econs drq and case study
2: maths worksheets
3: watch chan 55 show (da changjin-draggy,but what the heck..it's still a nice show..haha and war and beauty-whoosh! love that show!)
4: watch america's next top model
5: talk to alf
but..i think i will only do things 3-5..the rest i will try my best to do..haha..me and my procrastination..anyway..i'm gonna watch my tv now..another nice show..haha..tatas
P.S. dearest alf, thanks for the aloe vera! helped soothe my burnt lobster skin! *hee
P.P.S. haha..was searching for quotes and check out what i've found! :
"procastination is like masturbation..it feels good till you realise you are screwing yourself" *hahaha

burnt! that's what i get for going to the beach without sunblock! gosh..i look like a human lobster..and my skin hurts!! *ouch! have been slapping on moisturizer..i’m gonna get alf to bring me aloe vera! (*hint! alf dear..please bring to my house when you're free..thanks~!) ooh..by the way..i love the redness on my face..i'm literally in the pink of health! haha..=) also..i got my tanline! haha..but damn..was wearing a halterish one..so the tanline at the front is quite thick..but it's okie..after the As..shall go get something better..hahah..i need the tan.abit too fair..i am soo tired..
today was a great day! had a whale of a time with stef,jk,gui and pak..reliving the good old days..hee..love the get togethers! can't wait for stef and jk to come back and continue the great hangouts! whee! stef and jk:come back SOON!!
oh! kor told me a disgusting thing today..see..he was sleeping on jie's bed(jie's in her lovenest in ang mo kio) as he had some PT thing to prepare for his reservice next week..gosh..he told me that after his jog..he went to shower..and after that..something was on the side of his ear..he thought it was dirt..but it was a purplish green worm..GROSS!! then he said it was from my room cuz i claimed that there were some worms in my room yesterday..aiyoh! i was damn freaked out..didn't want to sleep in my room..haha..but my mum suspected that the worm was from the tree when he jogged..lol..whichever..it's just getting abit too freaky..too many worms recently for me to handle..okay..time to go catch a nap..soo tired..and my skin's burning..
P.S. alf..please bring me aloe vera okie? thanks! hehe..
P.P.S. STEFFIE:i'm such a bitch right..hah..sorry for just using your collage.don't have the pix..so just took it from you since it was so well done! haha..good things are meant to share right? hee..love you darling dearest! muaks!

sigh..i got a sty-inflamed swelling at the edge the eyelid, on my left eye..i look so stupid..it hurts! urgh! don't know how i'm gonna go out with stef and the rest tmr..i pray for the swell to go down..got tution at 9am tmr morning..boring..adrian will sure nag at me again.."huifen, there's no more time! you cannot refer to your notes anymore!! it should be all inside your brain!!" that will make me panic once again..haha..seriously..i really got to do something about my grades..they suck.seriously..but mdm lim gave me encouragement..showed us the stats..students who get D,Es for maths can get As for the actual As..i WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM!!!haha..no..i MUST BE...i have to get A for maths..in fact..i think maths should be the easiest to score..practice practice practice!! i need to really do that..sigh..for econs..i forgot all my stuff..gotta mug and read once again..i'm so worried..seem to have lost touch with my econs..really gotta do something about it..ms tiong ask me to consult her..go through concepts again..=x..so you see..my econs have deproved..can't afford that..so yups..i'm gonna MUG MUG MUG!! hardcore..be a nerd bag!! haha..okay..better go catch some sleep..gotta wake up early for tution..*tatas
P.S. i pray that my sty will go away...

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haha..okay..it's been such a long while since i last updated..u peeps must be bored staring at the same old stuff..lol..anyhow..my life's super boring..study study study..seriously..i can't really differentiate mon from sun cuz everyday's the same..every single day..i gotta plan to study at least some stuff...gosh..so much to study..i can't wait for it to be over..yet at the same time..i don't want it to come too soon cuz i need more timetime time..haha..need to find a bank that loans out time..haha..that would be G.R.E.A.T..haha..i fed nicole today..and she vomitted out all her milk on me..gross..haha..i think she was trying to poop while i kept feeding her so there..everything just came out..haha..the funny thing was..after i let my mum feed..she pooped on my mum's shirt..lol..her diapers was abit loose..thank god it wasn't on me..or i'll freak out..haha..seriously..it's one whole load of work and trouble to take care of a baby..so imagine what our parents had to go through to bring us up..haha..okay..seriously..i wish for more grey and white matter in my brain so i can store more stuff..hee..i need all the space i can get to store all the maths formulae, econs concepts, chem stuff and still..gp knowledge..haha..okay..now that i've said my piece..i shall go hang around online for a while..and start my boring day of studying tmr again..tatas..
P.S. i pray for more grey and white matter to grow..
P.P.S. i pray that i'll do well in my As

okay..after watching oprah primetime..i'm highly emo and i gotta write about this..this hurricane katrina..happened like a week a two ago..i heard about it..but wasn't really into it cuz well..hurricanes and natural disasters alike are bound to happen..i expected an affluent country like the States to be able to handle it..BUT..this was not the case..okay..i realised that in the Superdome, where thousands of homeless people stayed, it was a disaster..faeces,urine, dead bodies, sickly and dying people..everyone was stuck in that same space..how disgusting and unhygienic can that get?? worse still..there were cases of shooting, fightings, and the most sickening shit..RAPE..i can't believe that the gangsters who took refuge in the superdome took advantage of the situation and raped the poor women and young girls..how sick and pysche are they? urgh! screw those shitpieces..mind you..the ammunition those gangsters have outweigh those of the police..so nothing much could be done about their inhumane actions..sad sad sad..BUREAUCRATIC MESS..that's all i can say..those poor people..had to be cooped up there for like what, 5 days? very sickly people are just brought in to makeshift morgues and are left to die..presumably peacefully..without family members by their side..how peaceful can their slow death be? gosh..worse still..bodies are left by the side of the streets..left to rot..people are even robbed of a dignified death..w/o proper treatment of their bodies after death..well..i guess human dignity is as much as we say it is..it is mostly absent in disaster situations..in such times..we start to wonder..how can the richest country possibly ever allow their citizens to suffer like this?! an affluent nation should be and is EXPECTED to help their people..but slow..politics..so many underlying issues..shit man..at a time like this..why can't everything be put aside and put all resources together more efficiently to save fellow citizens? gosh..those pictures..i can't imagine how one morning you're going about doing your daily routine when such a thing strikes and takes everything away from you..i mean EVERYTHING..i cannot fathom such a situation..and this brings me to a recent article of how the tsunami might be moving north from..well..the recent tsunami hit area, Aceh..moving north=nearer to my homeland..okay..now i'm getting abit worried..as we people go about our daily routine..as for me now..trying hard to mug for the As..many things are happening around us..in fact..many are life changing..gosh..i can't help but worry..won't you? nature is an unpredictable force that's not to be reckon with..well, studying for the As now seem so insignificant..but hah..how realistic are we humans..after expressing our heartfelt emotions on a issue..we snap back to reality and get on with our life..well..okay..enough of my blabbering..glad i got it out of my chest.haha..actually..i could have been more critical regarding the issue..but blogging..haha..kinda worried i'll get like sued or something..so gotta hold my horses..hee..okay now..gotta mug..i really have to..i'm slacking like shit..til then..tatas..

okay..today..i'm a serious l-o-n-e-r..everybody PANGSEH-ED ME! urgh! was in sch alone..crappy..you see..cheryl told me she wasn't coming..but may come for the mock paper..jazel..haha..this nut must have overslept big time..girl..you stayed up til 5am to do maths la.! gosh..shouldn't stay up so late..jennie and the rest..haha..don't know what happened..must be sleeping too..but thank god..at least naz, faidah and cindy were in sch..had a few souls..haha..class was damn small..only john, jingfeng and zhi han came..worst..they came for econs tut only..haha..anyhow..i stayed for the chem mock paper..did AJC's prelim paper..haha..felt accomplished..but sadly! i miss my pals! gosh..it sucks when your buds are not in sch..you feel weird..haha..you see..during break..i forgot where cindy was sitting, was looking searching for her like an idiot..haha..how dumb..but anyway..i realise the importance of having buddies..the company you derive from being in each other's presence is a joy in itself..haha..i desperately needed that! esp. today! gosh..i feel so tired too..gonna sleep damn early..like now..haha..tataa.

love my new skin! it's simple yet lovely! i'm so glad i finally found a nice and simple black skin..hee..love it! and..whoosh..i'm peeling..love my another new skin! haha..my skin tone has become slightly darker..haha..i'm tanned! great! gosh..my eyes are so tired after staring at the com and personalising the skin..my eyes a getting droopy..shall go call alf and catch some sleep soon..tatas!


ain't my sweetie pie niece cute? nicole is such a cutie! i love her to bits! i'm an aunt..haha.still not getting used to that term..anyhow..i thank my bro and sis in law for giving me such a wonderful niece to play with..haha..she's starting to bully me! her hand always flick around and hit my face..haha..and she loves to drool on me..love to carry her around..hee..she's sooo adorable when she smiles..shall upload a pic of her smiling one day..hee..=)

P.S. i AM and i WILL mug tomorrow..aim to finish SRJC's chem paper..=)

urgh! everyone pangseh me and cheryl! only the two of us went to sch la..horrible..the two of us felt so lonely..two souls..haha..anyway..we left after chem lect..haha..it wasn't that bad..went back and slept like a pig..and gutsy just killed a mouse in the garden.!.she has fast legs!! haha..used her paws to stop the mouse..think the poor mouse had a heart attack and died..haha..no blood though..gosh..the funny thing is that gutsy is such a timid dog..but she loves catching creatures..lizards,flies,cockroaches and mouse! haha..she's a mouse catcher..like a cat..haha..wrong occupation..the poor rat..gutsy has now become moumou's arched enemy..anyway..i'm finally peeling! haha..luckily not obvious on the face though..body's madness..after putting aloe vera for so many days..my skin finally started to shred..sigh..i'm gonna have tution on fri once again..addy's gonna stop tuition by next wed..he got exams and is leaving me to fend for myself for the As..haha..oh well..ms tiong is sweet to print out a timetable for us..am gonna make use of it and plan my revision..what a day..okay..tatas for now.

whee! haha..my skin's burning! gonna slab on more aloe vera..love the brown tan..but it's painful! gosh..hurts carrying my bag..anyway..did a stupid essay today for timed assignment.."no nations should ever intervene in the affairs of a nation"..urgh! wrote a 15min outline for another question..but me and my dumb idea to swop to this..whatever went through this lil brain of mine! and i didn't even write about protecting sovereignty..haha..i think i was crapping through with many egs..darn! feel so bad..make bad question choices..anyway..it's over..shall be more discerning in my question choice for next week's timed assignment..okay..i wanna accomplish many things today..
1: do econs drq and case study
2: maths worksheets
3: watch chan 55 show (da changjin-draggy,but what the heck..it's still a nice show..haha and war and beauty-whoosh! love that show!)
4: watch america's next top model
5: talk to alf
but..i think i will only do things 3-5..the rest i will try my best to do..haha..me and my procrastination..anyway..i'm gonna watch my tv now..another nice show..haha..tatas
P.S. dearest alf, thanks for the aloe vera! helped soothe my burnt lobster skin! *hee
P.P.S. haha..was searching for quotes and check out what i've found! :
"procastination is like masturbation..it feels good till you realise you are screwing yourself" *hahaha

burnt! that's what i get for going to the beach without sunblock! gosh..i look like a human lobster..and my skin hurts!! *ouch! have been slapping on moisturizer..i’m gonna get alf to bring me aloe vera! (*hint! alf dear..please bring to my house when you're free..thanks~!) ooh..by the way..i love the redness on my face..i'm literally in the pink of health! haha..=) also..i got my tanline! haha..but damn..was wearing a halterish one..so the tanline at the front is quite thick..but it's okie..after the As..shall go get something better..hahah..i need the tan.abit too fair..i am soo tired..
today was a great day! had a whale of a time with stef,jk,gui and pak..reliving the good old days..hee..love the get togethers! can't wait for stef and jk to come back and continue the great hangouts! whee! stef and jk:come back SOON!!
oh! kor told me a disgusting thing today..see..he was sleeping on jie's bed(jie's in her lovenest in ang mo kio) as he had some PT thing to prepare for his reservice next week..gosh..he told me that after his jog..he went to shower..and after that..something was on the side of his ear..he thought it was dirt..but it was a purplish green worm..GROSS!! then he said it was from my room cuz i claimed that there were some worms in my room yesterday..aiyoh! i was damn freaked out..didn't want to sleep in my room..haha..but my mum suspected that the worm was from the tree when he jogged..lol..whichever..it's just getting abit too freaky..too many worms recently for me to handle..okay..time to go catch a nap..soo tired..and my skin's burning..
P.S. alf..please bring me aloe vera okie? thanks! hehe..
P.P.S. STEFFIE:i'm such a bitch right..hah..sorry for just using your collage.don't have the pix..so just took it from you since it was so well done! haha..good things are meant to share right? hee..love you darling dearest! muaks!

sigh..i got a sty-inflamed swelling at the edge the eyelid, on my left eye..i look so stupid..it hurts! urgh! don't know how i'm gonna go out with stef and the rest tmr..i pray for the swell to go down..got tution at 9am tmr morning..boring..adrian will sure nag at me again.."huifen, there's no more time! you cannot refer to your notes anymore!! it should be all inside your brain!!" that will make me panic once again..haha..seriously..i really got to do something about my grades..they suck.seriously..but mdm lim gave me encouragement..showed us the stats..students who get D,Es for maths can get As for the actual As..i WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM!!!haha..no..i MUST BE...i have to get A for maths..in fact..i think maths should be the easiest to score..practice practice practice!! i need to really do that..sigh..for econs..i forgot all my stuff..gotta mug and read once again..i'm so worried..seem to have lost touch with my econs..really gotta do something about it..ms tiong ask me to consult her..go through concepts again..=x..so you see..my econs have deproved..can't afford that..so yups..i'm gonna MUG MUG MUG!! hardcore..be a nerd bag!! haha..okay..better go catch some sleep..gotta wake up early for tution..*tatas
P.S. i pray that my sty will go away...

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